woo… time to give up ?
Well things are getting a bit deep now, and well starting to think i should not be at university at all… Most of the people on a much diffrent level to me im a hands on person im not used to writting and deep words, i did not take a levels i was in a studio for 3 years recoding and making music. I was deffently not ready for this jump. Im going to give the course what i can just think could be a strugle…. Not scared of a challenge just wish i went to the army at 16 all i have every wanted to do but held back for familys sake.
I love media, the whole subject as a genre is class, just think i will struggle alot more than other students in the written and theoy side, i find it very hard to concentrate in lectures… mind wonders…
Living away and that is no problem i been my own person and been able to stand on my own two feet for time, thats just theway i was brought up to an extent, had good teachers.
Maybe im going a bit deep cause feeling a bit shit, but bed for me, and 2mrw time to look at all your great personal diarys, whilst mine sorta looks unsure of what to do at all…

kizzy baby you wouldnt be on the fucking course if you wernt good enough, its hard to get on to, especially if u didnt do a levels you must have something there showing our obvious potential. i feel like shit too, i feel like i chose th wrong course, i should be back doing art i cant hack this technical shit. but ah well, we’ll be alright. dont ever quit!
hey kizzah don’t worry my mind wanders in lectures and I’m doing them
kiz…ur mind wanders because ur too busy thinking of my housemate!!
or writing on my hand “lisa hearts kiz”
or insulting me :’(
but i love you in my lectures and you won’t quit okay?!
i’m here to help
i don’t think its your housemate hes thinking of luv HAHA.
also, hahaha at joe’s comment. amazing. and kiz you better not go all whingey the week before our next project is due in you soppy so and so!
see you on sunday mate!